A-Lin (黄丽玲) 最悲伤的事 (More Than Sorrow) 作词 / Lyricist:林孝谦 (Gavin Lin) 作曲 / Composer:陳建騏 (Chen Chien-Chi) 编曲 / Arranger:张晁毓 (Dato Chang), 柯遵毓 (Jack) 制作 / Producer:陳建騏 (Chen Chien-Chi) 《比悲傷更悲傷的故事》影集版 主題曲 [More Than Blue Netflix Series Theme Song]
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你没带走 所有的思念 You did not take away, All my thoughts for you 请退回我的抱歉 请讨厌我的讨厌 Please return my apologies, Please hate my intolerable deeds 完整的故事 不完整的圆 A complete story of an incomplete story 最悲伤的事 是我还在原点 The saddest thing is that, I have never moved a step from the starting point
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我也厌倦 廉价的誓言 I am also tired of meretricious promises 依赖着你的依赖 却还期待着期待 Relying on your reliance on me, Yet I’m hoping for a chance to hope 卑微的字眼 配合的表演 All I have are mediocre words, To go along with your wishes 最悲伤的事 是你不拖不欠 The saddest thing is that, You made a clean exit
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别回头 每当你又亏欠我 Don’t look back, You won’t know how much you owe me 日日夜夜 近近远远 Day and night, Near and far 感觉会替代感觉 Feelings will replace feelings 遗憾从未走远 只是幸福已经不见 Regrets have not gone far, Yet happiness is no longer in sight
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给自己 一个不爱的理由 Finding myself a reason not to love 真真切切 隐隐约约 It was true yet gentle, Faint yet genuine 寂寞表现了表现 Loneliness has expressed an expression 尽管下雨的街头 也曾有你的守候 Rain or shine, you were always there for me
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我学习著 潮汐的时间 I’m learning about tide times 提醒着你的离开 却存在我的存在 Reminding me of your absence yet reminded me of my presence 孤独的永远 轻抚著从前 As I gently caress the past, loneliness will live with me forever 最悲伤的事 是我们还想念 The saddest thing is that we have never stopped missing 别回头 每当你又亏欠我 Don’t look back, You won’t know how much you owe me 日日夜夜 近近远远 Day and night, Near and far 感觉会替代感觉 Feelings will replace feelings 遗憾从未走远 只是幸福已经不见 Regrets have not gone far, Yet happiness is no longer in sight
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给自己 一个不爱的理由 Finding myself a reason not to love 真真切切 隐隐约约 It was true yet gentle, Faint yet genuine 寂寞表现了表现 Loneliness has expressed an expression 尽管下雨的街头 也曾有你的守候 Rain or shine, you were always there for me
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给我们 一个相遇的借口 Giving ourselves an excuse to meet again 心心念念 轻轻浅浅 Longing and yearning, lightly and gently 眷恋执著著眷恋 Nothing can stop me from missing you dearly 再次重逢的午后 会是悲伤的尽头 The day of reunion shall be the end of all sadness
Translated by PinkOlifant. – – – 说真的,第一次听到这首歌,我心存偏见。我太爱电影版的主题曲《有一种悲伤》了,我不相信有另一首歌能说着同个故事并取代它。我的“相信”没有错。
JJ Lin (林俊杰) Lose Control (失去控制) 创作 / Written By: Sean Miyashiro, Valentino, Marius Feder, Craig Balmoris, Rappy, Caloway & Bēkon
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Early in the morning 一大清早 Lost inside my sleep 迷失梦中 The nightmare is expensive 昂贵是梦魇 The memories are free 自由是回忆 But nothing lasts forever 但却无一永久 Not the rhythm or the beat 拍子与旋律是唯一不朽 It tells us we are moving 带领我们随之摆动 It brings us to our feet, ay 带动双脚随之舞动
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I’m gonna live my life 我将活出我的生命 And not justify 无需解释或证明 If I’m living a lie 即使一切在谎言中进行 I don’t want no pennies for your thoughts and I’m 你的意见我也丝毫不在意 Gonna live tonight 今晚我要活出我的样子 Like I’m gonna die 仿佛明天将会面临生死 You ain’t got no say on who I am 我不会让你定义我是谁
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Lose control 失去控制
I just wanna dance and live my life 我只想尽情舞蹈活出自我 I came here to clear my mind 把所有烦恼抛之脑后 And lose control 然后失去控制 Lose it over you 对你失去控制 I don’t need no rеason to be free 对于我,自由无需理由 I just want you here with mе 对于我,此刻只需你在我身边
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I just wanna dance and live my life 我只想尽情舞蹈活出自我 I came here to clear my mind 把所有烦恼抛之脑后
日落照在脸上热热的 The setting sun shone warmly on our faces 这周末去哪儿玩呢 Where should we head to this weekend? 靠在我肩膀你自言自语 Leaning on my shoulder, you mumbled to yourself 把袖口衣角卷起 Rolling up your sleeves 夏天要过去 Summer was coming to an end
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听说午夜会有流星雨 Hearing that there would be shooting stars at midnight 买好多吃的东西 We bought lots of food 拿给我看你抄写的歌词 You showed me the lyrics you’ve copied 小时候胖的样子 Showed me the photographs of your chubby self when you were a kid 关于你的事 Shared with me your memories
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我们好好的 We will be fine 我们好好的 We will stand by each other’s side 当初你给我第一个拥抱 The first hug you’ve given me, do you remember? 你害羞着撒娇 Shy as a squirrel you were 我们好好的 We will be fine 偶尔是会有些小小纷争 Though we may quarrel sometimes 你留的灯 Lights were on 旁边饭盒上这样写着 You left a note by my dinner 我们好好的 Saying, we will always stand by each other
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天气预报午后还有雨 Weather forecast stated that the rain would stay beyond noon 送雨伞楼下等你 With an umbrella, I waited for you 你说没干透的衣服别穿 You reminded me not to wear clothes that were not fully dry 喝水速度要再慢 To reduce my speed of drinking water further 嘘寒过问暖 Never failed to keep me warm with your gentle reminders
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我们好好的 We will be fine 我们好好的 We will stand by each other’s side 当初你给我第一个拥抱 The first hug you’ve given me, do you remember? 你害羞著撒娇 Shy as a squirrel you were 我们好好的 We will be fine 偶尔是会有些小小纷争 Though we may quarrel sometimes 你留的灯 Lights were on 旁边饭盒上这样写着 You left a note by my dinner 我们好好的 Saying, we will always stand by each other
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我们好好的 We will be fine 我们好好的 We will stand by each other’s side 当初给彼此那一些承诺 Promises which we have given to each other 完成的差不多 Most of them have been realised over the years 我们好好的 We will be fine 偶尔是会有些小小纷争 Though we may quarrel sometimes 你留的灯 Lights were on 旁边饭盒上这样写着 You left a note by my dinner 我们好好的 Saying, we will always stand by each other
韦礼安 (WeiBird) 因为是你 (Just Stay With Me) 作词 / Lyricist:韦礼安 (WeiBird) 作曲 / Composer: 韦礼安 (WeiBird), Jerry C 编曲 / Arranger:Jerry C
【原创影剧《火神的眼泪》片头曲】 [Netflix Original Series “Tears of Fire” Theme Song]
“谁会提起那些被火焰蒸发的眼泪” – PinkOlifant
要怎么独自面对所有难题 How do I face all the problems alone? 我已经用尽所有力气 I’ve used every ounce of my energy 太多时候快不行 Many a times, when I was reaching the breaking point 想要举起白旗 Ready to concede defeat 回头你就在那里 You’re there when I turned around
你的爱给我一切 Your love provides me with everything 去追寻梦想不停歇 To chase my dream tirelessly 让我能 Allowing me to Go on and on and on, on and on and on 继续前进
Just stay with me 别走 Just stay with me 请你别走 Just stay with me 请你留在我身边
因为是你 Because it’s you 给我勇气 Who give me the courage 继续前进 To go on and on
一个人要怎么翻山又越岭 How do I conquer all the difficulties alone? 当我已经快喘不过气 Whenever I’m running out of breath 每一次快要倒地 Whenever I’m about to collapse 想要选择放弃 Whenever I want to just give up 伸出手的就是你 You are there to extend your hand
你的爱给我一切 Your love provides me with everything 去追寻梦想不停歇 To chase my dream tirelessly 让我能 Allowing me to Go on and on and on, on and on and on 继续前进
Just stay with me 别走 Just stay with me 请你别走 Just stay with me 请你留在我身边
因为是你 Because it’s you 给我勇气 Who give me the courage 继续前进 To go on and on
Just promise me 请你答应我 Just stay with me 别走 Just stay with me 请你别走 Just stay with me 请你留在我身边
I hope to gather all necessary information in one post for you so you do not have to open so many tabs to understand about haemorrhoids/piles. To whoever reading this, I feel you :’)
1. What?
Haemorrhoids, also known as piles (Chinese: 痔疮), are abnormally enlarged and bulging blood vessels in and around the anus and lower rectum1.
Two types –
(A) External • develop near the anus • covered by very sensitive skin • painful swelling may occur if blood clot develops • feels like a hard, sensitive lump • bleeds only if it ruptures
(B) Internal • develop within the anus beneath the lining • painless bleeding and protrusion during bowel movements • can be pushed back if mild
Internal Vs External haemorrhoids
Four degrees2 –
1st degree: bleed but do not prolapse 2nd degree: prolapse and retract on their own (with or without bleeding) 3rd degree: prolapse but must be pushed back in by a finger 4th degree: prolapse and cannot be pushed back in
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2. Why you and me?
Common contributing factors1,3:
Ageing (it’s ok, we can learn how to prevent it from worsening!)
Chronic constipation or diarrhoea(watch your diet!)
Pregnancy (noble mums)
Hereditary (it’s ok, we can learn how to prevent it from worsening!)
Faulty bowel function due to overuse of laxatives(are detox products necessary?)
Straining during bowel movements(linked to constipation)
Spending long periods of time in toilet(stop bringing your phone everywhere…)
Weight-lifting(your choice :))
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Author’s experience:
Of course, the fact that you are reading this post means that you suspect yourself having pile(s). I want to tell you that it is alright, almost one in two will be affected by pile at some stage in their lives1. I spotted mine when I was fifteen. It did not bother me for years although it did become slightly larger and one day in my early 20s, the second pile appeared out of nowhere. Usually they would not be affected as I pass motion but they would swell if I attempted extremely spicy food such as Mala :P. Nonetheless, slight swelling and occasional constipation did not deter me from eating what I wanted. Until things got worse.
Whenever I passed motion, the swelling of my piles worsened. I thought that the way I wiped was not clean enough so I would wash with soap BUT this action is a big NO NO4. (Soap can dry out and irritate piles! Water is sufficient.) Soon, I experienced itch so severe that my sleep was disrupted. Like most of us, I felt embarrassed about my condition and never wanted to visit a doctor but the itch was killing me. I scratched my head to think of something that I can apply to temporarily stop the itch. I googled and found out that tea tree oil might help!5 After application, I didn’t bother if it will help and rushed my ass, literally, to the nearby polyclinic. Thankfully, I could feel the itch subsiding as I made my way there.
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I was anxious about the examination by the doctor as it was so embarrassing. However, I was told to lie sideways, hug my knees, and pulled down my pants to the extent that only my buttocks were exposed (so yeah our reproductive organs are safe). The examination was quick as my swelling piles were already waving their hands in the doctor’s face. I was given a tube of Proctosedyl ointment and eighteen days’ worth of Diosmin tablets.
Application of the ointment was extremely tedious and I would suggest if you end up having to do a deep application, wash with water and dry the area before inserting the cannula. The ointment (all kinds of ointment actually) is very greasy. To me, the ointment did not help much so I would not recommend you to buy ointments online to try to cure the piles on your own. After diligently eating the medication prescribed, my piles no longer swell. Unfortunately, they are still there. What can I try to do to prevent surgery?
4. How? (Home remedies VS Non-Surgical Procedures VS Surgeries)3, 8
Home remedies:
a) Prevent constipation – moderate-fibre diet (more fruits, vegetables & whole grains) – drink plenty of water (at least 8 glasses of water per day) – exercise regularly (at least 60 minutes of moderate-intensity physical activity per week)
b) Avoid holding off bowel movements for too long
c) Avoid sitting on the toilet for more than 5 minutes (just don’t bring your phone or book in, it is very doable)
d) Topical treatments – Apply over-the-counter haemorrhoid cream (Effectiveness varies between people) – Use pads containing witch hazel or numbing agent (I personally did not try this before so I am not sure about its effectiveness) – Apply tea tree oil (as mentioned under experience) – Insert suppository for piles (I personally did not try this before so I am not sure about its effectiveness)
e) Soak regularly in warm bath or sitz bath (Effectiveness varies between people)
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NON-SURGICAL PROCEDURES:
a) sclerotherapy – a chemical is injected into the haemorrhoid to decrease its size, which will happen over several weeks
b) rubber band ligation – a method to cut off the blood supply to the haemorrhoid by tying an elastic band around it, causing it to fall off in up to 10 days
c) electrotherapy – a gentle electric current is applied to your piles to shrink them
d) infrared coagulation – an infrared light is applied to shrink the piles by cutting off blood supply
e) Oral medications –Used to treat small bleeding piles
SURGICAL TREATMENTS:
a) Haemorrhoidectomy – complete surgical removal of the piles
b) Stapled haemorrhoidopexy – removal of piles using a special stapler device (less painful than “conventional” haemorrhoidectomy)
c) Transanal haemorrhoidal dearterialisation (THD) – Using an ultrasound to locate the problematic blood vessels and stitching the piles
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5. When? (to seek treatment)
Usually it is fine to live with piles as long as they do not bleed or swell severely. However, if they cause irritation, result in unbearable itch, swell continuously without showing any sign of recovery, it is highly recommended to seek a doctor’s advice whether to undergo a surgery to remove them or not.
To note, do not be overly optimistic about the surgery, piles do reappear after surgery. In fact, about 5% of the patients redeveloped piles after surgery.6 The success of the surgery depends heavily on the effort of patients to lead a healthier and “piles-friendly” lifestyle.
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6. Where? (to seek treatment)
Specialist Services at Singapore General Hospital: Call 6321 4377
Or you can visit the nearest polyclinic and request a referral to one of the governmental hospitals.
7.Do haemorrhoids lead to cancer?
As I was researching about piles, I came across “anal cancer”. The signs of anal cancer such as bleeding from the anus or rectum, a lump near the anus, itching or discharge from the anus, and a change in bowel habits7 are very similar to that of haemorrhoids. There is no way for us to tell the difference unless we go for tests, if you are worried, please see a doctor to correctly diagnose your symptoms.
On the other hand, if you are sure that the condition you have is piles instead of cancer, then good news to you, research shows that there is no relationship between piles and cancer1. But once again, we cannot be too optimistic about anything. A healthy and active lifestyle is the way to go!
Society for Surgery of the Alimentary Tract (2008). SSAT Patient Care Guidelines: Surgical Management of Hemorrhoids. Available online: http://www.ssat.com/cgi-bin/hemorr.cgi.